Sunday, July 1, 2012

July 1, 2012

 It's been awhile since I've posted here. I've been so busy lingering around my new website.  It had quite a learning curve, and I still have lots to learn.
I guess I've had good news and bad new.
The bad news...Bills mom died about 2 weeks ago:(
They put her on morphine and she laid in the bed at the nursing home until she died about 6 days later. I don't know which is worse, watching a loved one die or the sudden phone call that a loved one died.
more bad news...my friends Elaine and Lee's oldest son died. He died in a motorcycle accident a few weeks ago too. I stayed at their house every night while they were in Ohio with their family getting the funeral and everything together. I had to make sure their doggies, cats and fishies were taken care of.
I know it's awful to lose a parent, I'm still not even close to being over my dads untimely death but I couldn't imagine losing a child. They were devastated. I feel so bad for them. There's just nothing you can do in a situation like this.
The good news is that we were able to buy a pontoon! We bought it from our friends's brother...Lee and Elaine's brother. We still haven't been able to put it in the water because we haven't been able to get a dock space. But we went to the sausage and biscuit gravy breakfast this morning and Bob said that he was gonna have his grandkids put out his dock for us. He isn't even going to use it this year.  I think that's real awesome of him! I can't wait to take it out in the water and test it! It's an extra long one and is covered the whole way except for an area that we will be able to fish and swim off of.
I'm sitting here typing this out because I'm a nervous wreck!! Jayme is trying to get Derick out of the house and I was talking to her on the phone just now and Derick pulled up. She's going to call the New Haven police department and call me back.  I've been waiting for like 10 minutes! It's killing me:( I just wish he would go away but he refuses saying that that is his residence.  Well it's not...he's not even on the lease and hasn't been there very long. We found out so much bad stuff about him it's just crazy. I let Jayme borrow our expedition because she needed a car to go to work. Derick promised to change the oil in it because I told him we were gonna do it and hadn't been driving it. Well he said he did but he didn't and now it's sitting at preferred auto with a blown head gasket!!! It had absolutely no oil or anti-freeze in it. We think he drained it and punched a hole in it because Jayme told him she was gonna drive it cause he was driving it and didn't want her to drive it. So the very first day she has it all this shit happens to it. They're saying it's gonna cost us $3000! We don't have that kinda money laying around. We don't even owe that much on the car. I can't believe this...I'm beside myself here. There's a guy here at the lake that works on boats and cars and I'm going to ask him to work on it to save us some serious $$$. But then we just found out tonight that Derick doesn't have his license and he hasn't had it...OMG! He's been driving my car around. He has turned out to be a real loser. I'm glad Jayme woke up when she die.
The good news....Jayme and Zac are getting back together! I've had Rylie since Wednesday and today was my day to make dinner. So I made ham and beans and mom, Jayme, Zac, Micah and Lala came up. We were swimming when they got here and they swam for a minute or the kids did. It was great tho, I loved seeing Micah and all the kids were so happy. Everyone was happy. It's been so long since it's been that way. Zac and Jayme are getting a second chance and they are gonna make it this time...I know it. Rylie and Micah are beside themselves! Micah says I love my Rylie and Rylie say "Micah" "Micah......on and on. Alana runs back and forth to Jayme and Zac, she is so happy too. She is getting so big and her hair is growing out and curly. I knew she was gonna get her hair this summer:)



Well that's it for now...

~~Show Faith, Always Dream, Share With Everyone, Hope hope HOPE and Love Ridiculously & Unselfishly and Be the Person you Dream and Hope to be remembered for~~

CHER

Happy Birthday to Meee

 Hmmm, not sure if I posted this already...found it in scribefire and figured I better paste it here before I delete it...looks like it's from 2011!!
Happy Birthday to me...
Tazja just wouldn't let me sleep this morning.  Gosh she sounds so pathetic whinning and crying.  She is so into me haha. I feel bad when I have to make her lay down but I need some time alone too.  Today I turn 43 and that's probablly the last time I will say that since age doesn't mean anything to me and I never plan on growing up~too much trouble.
I'm off to see Stacy Seibold today for my headaches and sleep issues today then going to Jayme's.  She has the day off and they are all coming out here, I'm super excited that Wade is home and I saw him yesterday and he's looking real good.  He's the thinnest that I've ever seen him but it's a good thin.  I'm so happy he's off of the drugs, talk about worrying.  They never tell you when you have kids that you will spend the rest of your life worrying about them.
Sara went out on the floor a few days ago so I was thinking about stopping by there to get my hair cut and colored but she doesn't get on the floor till 5.  I will see how it plays out.
Not feeling too good today, got up earlier to use the bathroom and my tummy feels like it's turning!  I haven't been eating right at all and I'm sure that has alot to do with it.  But my back is acting crazy.  It actually feels like it's broken and going in and out of muscle spasms.  Man I'm so tired of it.  I look like an old lady when I walk and when I lift a leg to walk I feel like I'm going to fall.  I'm icing alot and hoping it goes soon.
I've fallen off the slow carb diet since Matthew's birthday party which I believe was on the 8th.  So today is my last day off and then back to the wagon.  I haven't gained all of my weight back so I don't feel hopeless.


~~Show Faith, Always Dream, Share With Everyone, Hope hope HOPE and Love Ridiculously & Unselfishly and Be the Person you Dream and Hope to be remembered for~~

CHER